Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Mad Girl's Love Song

 

My very first favorite poet was Slyvia Plath.  And, of all her poems, Mad Girl's Love Song is my favorite.  

My friend, Trish, does abstract art.  Sometimes I see things in her work that aren't, in her mind, there.

Art is like that. 

The first time I read Mad Girl's Love Song, probably in the 60s, it said things to me that Plath wasn't necessarily saying to the world.  A few days ago someone put the poem on Facebook, relating to our current situation. 

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;        I lift my lids and all is born again.     (I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,    And arbitrary blackness gallops in:    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

Plath's speaker is dealing with themes of mental illness, love and the power of imagination.  She's both euphoric and despairing. 

Bingo!

I am a life long insomniac.  But now, due to meds and lifestyle I, for the most part, sleep well and have good dreams.  Hence, I love the phrase "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead."

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:    Exit seraphim and Satan's men:    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. 

I fancied you'd return the way you said,    But I grow  old and forget your name.    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

Yes, I feel that way about a special someone, but I feel heartache about so very many loved ones, alive and dead.  Again, I'm grateful that I can close my eyes at night and have sweat dreams. 

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;    At least when spring comes they roar back again,    I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.    (I think I made you up inside my head.)

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